The English Language Confounds the MIND
The first word in this series is DISEASE.
Reading it, writing it, and even saying it elicits all sorts of emotions, chiefly a fear that suggests an eminent doom or even death. The word disease is a noun, something external that a person contracts or it befalls a person with no prior warning. But is that accurate to what actually occurs? Let’s break the word down to its elements and see what stirs in our souls then…dis + ease. Hmmm, that sounds more like a state of being that can be rectified or remedied by changing from one state of being to another. Dis + ease, or a lack of ease, sounds like a flow issue, not always a medical emergency that requires expensive surgeries and the removal of body parts that the Creator clearly intended ME to KEEP, or I would not have been given them in the first place.
“It Runs in the Family”
Many scientists have debunked the myth that diseases run in families. The conditions themselves are not hereditary; instead, the behavioral patterns & beliefs that allow specific diseases to thrive are the very things that are passed down from generation to generation. Armed with the elemental meaning of the word, we can easily see how dis + ease runs in the family. The state of dis + ease that reveals itself in my family specifically…not living a fulfilled, joyous, and blissful life that you are proud of and ENERGIZED to face every Glorious Day that you are given. The result—CANCER, breast or ovarian. (It makes perfect sense to ME that it would take up residence in the very places that make us biologically a womb+man.)
The 3 Susans
When I manifested dis + ease into my body, I knew I had to move differently than before. I am beyond grateful for The 3 Susans because they left behind The Blueprint. My Great Grandmother Suki, a.k.a. Susan Green, was a mother of 3 girls, tragically widowed before her youngest reached 1 year old, and an amazing cook. Suki was a statuesque womb+man, and I get the natural muscle definition in my arms from her. She didn’t look like nothing to play with. She had a big heart and so much love for her children, grandchildren, and community. Susan Green died of breast cancer. My Grandmother, Susan Pearl, was a mother of 6 (4 girls, 2 boys), a dutiful wife, a magnificent cook (at home and at work). Grandma Pearl was a passionate womb+man who sacrificed a lot to care for others. She died of breast cancer in June of 1981. I have always known these womb carriers in the Spirit, but have never had the pleasure of connecting with them in the Physical. This next one was tangible for ME. My Aunt Susan Washington is my father’s youngest sister after him. She could cook like nobody’s business. Her specialties (there were many)…Pecan Pumpkin Roll, Seafood Salad, Chewies, Cakes & Pies, etc. Her capacity to love came through gustatorily as your taste buds danced in celebration for the culinary cabaret happening in your mouth. When Aunt Susan was diagnosed, I knew deep within the fibers of my being that she could overcome it. At that point in my journey, I was a student of Dr. Sebi, Max Gerson, Dr. Llaila Afrika; a major consumer of documentaries on Health & Healing such as Fat, Sick, & Nearly Dead, Super Size Me, Forks Over Knives, Dr. Robert Lustig’s work on Sugar: The Bitter Truth; a scholar devouring countless books on the matter such as Sugar: Pure White & Deadly by John Yudkin, Cure Tooth Decay: Heal and Prevent Cavities with Nutrition by Ramiel Nagel, Gut and Psychology Syndrome (GAPS) by Dr. Natasha McBride, and Nutrition and Physical Degeneration by Dr. Weston A. Price.
Aunt Susan was open + receptive to watching the documentaries, juicing, and ingesting the herbs; however, in 2017, her body could no longer take the assaults from the chemotherapy and she became one of the most influential ancestors in my life! A few weeks before she transitioned, Aunt Susan had a sobering conversation with my mother, sisters and I that had the most resonance for ME. She said that she brought cancer into her life because she spoke it into existence. She would say to her 3 sisters, “Suki and Mom died from cancer, so one of us is going to get it too.” Her sisters all denounced it, but her belief held strong until it was made manifest. Aunt Susan also spoke of how she buried her true desires deep down inside of herself. She said how she didn’t speak up for herself and just went along with the consensus of others. She spoke of how she stayed in situations way too long, even though she knew she was unhappy. She stayed out of a sense of obligation and duty to others, neglecting to check in with her own heart and her own feelings. Her Message…Live Your Life for YOU! Everyone else will benefit from a healthier, happier you.
I Am Listening, Aunt Susan, With My WHOLE Heart
All Thanks & Praises to the Most High for the strong foundation that is The 3 Susans in my life. May I continue to climb Jacob’s Ladder ensuring that every round indeed goes higher and higher. Aunt Susan, you are Love, you are Light, you are Joy itself. May your GOD Light continue to shine through ME.
How does one overcome dis + ease? Dive deep into all the things, places, people, ideas that bring you ease. In that state of FLOW, everything just flows, no resistance, no restrictions, no lack or limitations, just FLOW.
In GOD I move and breathe and have my being. Acts 17:28
