HEART…I Am Listening
I am beyond GRATEFUL for the opportunity to work with Mr. Clint and KING Padre´. The HE—Highest Energy—in both of them speaks to the HE in ME (Majorness Energy). When the lower energy, the nigga shit, kicks in, I transmute the Energy and raise the vibration with some music, some dancing, some laughter. (I have spent waaaayyyyyyy too many years living too uncomfortably). LIFE IS AMAZING!
I have been building whole worlds in my mind, Inception Style, writing grants and submitting proposals for UASC International Learning Center, UHURU FARMS, and the UHURU ACADEMY Education Solutions System. The fruits of my labor are being rewarded, and it is HARVEST TIME! I Am that I Am and I Am a Success. I AM A SUCCESS because of the Infinite SPIRIT that dwells within ME. “In GOD (Genius On Display) I MOVE and BREATHE and Have my Being.” Acts 17:28. Now you know why I move and breathe the way I do. It is a meditation, a prayer of Gratitude to the Most High in ME!
Today was a day that I had to constantly stay in Gratitude by saying BE HERE NOW. KING Padre´ got called for jury duty yesterday and today, and so he asked that I assist Mr. Clint in their drywall project. For the past three weeks, I have lent my whole self (body, mind, & spirit) to assisting them lift + haul sheetrock, cutting + installing insulation, screwing sheetrock it into ceilings + walls. I initially set out to work with them to see some tangible and immediate results from the fruits of my labor; especially since everything else that I am working on has to first be created. It was refreshing to go into a project where the studs were already built and the rough end was done with all wires leading back to the electrical panel. I just had to plug in and play.
My body was there today but my mind + spirit were elsewhere. All I felt was the crushing weight of a person whose gifts + talents could be better utilized in other arenas, yet here I am stuck on a job. I Am a Builder; a Creator. Working for money, which is a tool, would be the equivalent of a builder working for its drill. Sounds preposterous, right? I have been neglecting the mission work for my life for two weeks now to fit into someone else’s scheme for that green. The GOD that manifests through ME is AMAZING at pretty much EVERYTHING I learn how to do. I bring ME (MAJORNESS ENERGY) with me wherever I go, so people desire to keep that Energy around. I am unlearning betraying my heart, going against my GOD Self, in order to please another. I am unlearning staying in a place when my heart has clearly said to ME it is time to move on. If I am being completely honest with myself, feelings of guilt and shame arise within me for not just being like everybody else, especially those in my family who appear to have things figured out. Then I remember WHO TF I AM, and I Keep Going to Keep Growing. Araminta Harriet Ross Tubman sums up my movements eloquently by saying, “If you hear the dogs, keep going. If you see the torches in the woods, keep going. If there's shouting after you, keep going. Don't ever stop. Keep going. If you want a taste of freedom, KEEP GOING.”
I AM FREE from feelings of guilt or shame from not living up to the expectations of others, from not living my life in a way that is pleasing, familiar, or comprehensible to others. I stand alone + in FULL Company—powered by JAH and the Spirit of the Ancestors. This is how I express GOD through ME…Iya Kiauntae Infinite…the Ancestors’ WILDEST Dream.
I Bless EVERYONE with LOVE and I Go FREE.
All Praises to the Most High
