I Am GOD
Until recently, the relationship I had with God was a rocky one.
As a young child, I had questions on top of questions about EVERYTHING. I was exceptionally curious and intrigued by all that was going on around me. Religion was no exception. I genuinely want to KNOW. I had questions like “Why do they say He’s an on-time God. Yes he is. He may not come when you want him, but he’ll be there right on time”? This made no sense to my 6-year-old mind that thought only of clock time. For anyone who grew up in a Southern Black Family, what you were not going to do was question God. Since my questions about religion went unanswered and were even met with hostility and disgust, I turned my back on it all—including God. I went to church because I didn’t have a choice, but I was spiritually dead in that place. My brand of SPIRIT was not welcomed there, so I tucked it away.
Here I stand today a FULL BELIEVER!!! All Praises to the Most High for bringing me to Metaphysics through such beings as Neville Goddard, Dr. Joe Dispenza, and chiefly Florence Scovel Shinn. I am beyond grateful that my mother forced me to go to church as a youth, despite my begging to stay home to watch football with my dad. All of those wonderful teachings were seeds planted many many years ago that I unknowingly stored in my Reticular Activated System (RAS)— a bundle of nerves at our brainstem that filters out unnecessary information so the important stuff gets through.
Exodus 3:14-15 excerpts
God said to Moses, “I AM THAT I AM.” This is my name FOREVER, and thus I am to be remembered throughout all generations.
When I say I AM HEALTHY, my thoughts and actions align with Health; I AM WEALTHY, my thoughts and actions align with Wealth; I AM GRATEFUL, my thoughts and actions align with Gratitude. I no longer say healthy foods are expensive. They are an investment into me being ME (MAJORNESS ENERGY). I have healthy and wealthy habits. I buy organic produce and tote them home in canvas bags. Because I am a Produce LOVER, it breaks my heart to see SOURCE Food go bad. I have eliminated the frequent trips to the grocery store, as I have become more intentional about eating and enjoying the foods that I have already purchased. My creativity has heightened in the kitchen now that I am utilizing EVERYTHING at my disposal, and not rushing to the store when certain staples have ran out. I move this glorious body to perspiration everyday. I challenge my GOD Body to be the strongest it has ever been. I consistently nourish the spirit within through gratitude, prayer, yoga + meditation, and stillness. I Give Thanks + Praises to the Most High for ALL of the blessings coming to and through ME. I am grateful to FAMILY, both through Blood and LOVE. May we all do the things that make us Feel GO(O)D.
When I feel dis-ease in the mind, body, or spirit, I refrain from claiming illness or sickness because I AM THAT I AM. I Speak Life into my Being and it gives ME More LIFE. Words have the power to program your whole being, so choose them wisely.
My inner knowing of GOD has saved my life and continues to strengthen it. GOD to ME now is an acronym…Genius On Display. When I am displaying my genius, the God-given genius that I was created with, I am Being GOD. The GOD of ME. What a powerful way to teach youth about a Higher Power! It is not this mystical being who lives beyond the sky and watches your every move (sounds a lot like Santa Claus to ME!). As long as I am being the highest version of myself, constantly striving to express the truest essence of who I AM without outside interference, I AM being Divinely guided. A Sequoia tree not striving to be an Oak tree or a Loblolly pine, but being the best Sequoia that is in its being to BE.
I feel more connected to SOURCE Energy than I ever have and I am eternally grateful. In the words of Kendrick Lamar, “If GOD be the Source then I AM the Plug talking.”
Feeling GO(O)D is Feeling GOD and I choose to FEEL GO(O)D all the days of this Glorious LIFE.
I AM GOD and so are YOU!
ALHAMDULILLAH * MODUPE * GYE NYAME * PRAISE GOD * HALLELUJAH